If I keep going like this, I'm actually worried of snapping all of a sudden.
I don't read or write anymore. I've forgotten the feeling of laughing till my stomach hurts. I've long forgotten the feeling of butterflies fluttering inside me.
I'll laugh and chat and enjoy time with friends, but when I go back to my room I'll be overwhelmed by the vastness of my room (My room isn't exactly the size of a penthouse! The toilet more like it).
Changing a hairstyle doesn't work despite spending so much hard cold cash on it.