All I need is some closure. To seal my emotions up in a glass jar and throw it into the sea. Let it sink, let it be buried under golden sands of time. At this moment, I know that even if I do that, the contents would still somehow diffuse out. At this moment. All I know is one day, it'll not be there anymore. I wish it would come sooner, so I wouldnt be upset or wouldnt take too much caution, or care too much. It affects me. I hate things affecting me. It's annoying. I need closure, to help me manage the hurt and pain in and for the future. It would be extremely hard for me to erase all those memories, all the laughter, the smiles. It's hard to think that you may not see me as who I am, or how I feel about you. Two different people, two different worlds, two different opinions on everything, probably like 2 parallel lines, always friends but never joining.