I like this wedding dress. It reminds me of you. For some reason. Its not that I would want to marry you, you know me and weddings. I'm really skeptical about relationships and long lasting love, I believe in hurt and tears and infidelity. But with you, I can see something. And it doesn't make me feel that I'm that stupid inferior girl. I think with you, I'm actually happy. The thing is, you probably don't know my existence. Recently, I noticed I was tan in most pictures. I normally wouldnt care in the world. I thought you wouldnt like it. But I think, you of all people wouldnt mind. You're just too nice like that. I've never brought down the wall surrounding me, never, but I think for you I will, if you would only talk to me. You really bring out my genuine laughter and smiles, something which I dearly missed. I would give up loads of things just to see you appear in front of me.