Ok, so I noticed there were a lot of spelling mistakes from the previous post. But hey, normally I can differentiate between then and than, your and you're okay! Just that hot guys excite me. What do you want? My English teacher didnt even complain, you complain shit ah!
My holidays have been up to now, unproductive, all plans have went down the drain. Gyming? more like staying home, lying on the fucking bed, ordering fast food, . So what did I gain? A STUPID SCAR ON MY ARM WHICH IS LIKE 2 INCHES LONG!!! So ugly! and an X-ray of my mandible.
I did went out with the housemates for some drinks tho. I couldnt find any excuses to say no, but it was alright, I couldnt say it was fun, because it wasnt THAT FUN, if you know what I mean? Like it was in a grey area of fun and unfun. Aiya, whatever la. I did get to experience the night life of Australians tho, was not bad. Had 5 drinks, wth, I thought my alcohol tolerance was high, but I nearly passed out in the toilet. FML. But happy lah, ALL FREE!! ahem, sorry cheap. But yea. My housemates were all hammered, FTL. I was actually awkwardly standing in the dancefloor watching footie. HELLO! CRonaldo playing? & since it was the time of the month, it led to many many revelations.
Me and WA decided to walk home, and were asking the lion and another girl who isnt his gf whether they wanted to come along, btw, the lion was kissing another girl NOT HIS GF! ahem manwhore ahem. He was seriously drunk btw. So we did, and I held the lion while WA held the girl, and nabeh the lion made a move on me. FML! HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHA Like 3 times okay. If i was slutty, I alrdy, you know, but, I didnt because I'm nun-like.
Which led me to think, why am I like this? Before going out, another guy asked whether I'm single, and I said yes, and HE SAID IM COCKY! But i didnt put that in mind lah okay. It was today, when I had that revelation, like 2 days later. -.-!
Actually I dont even know what I'm talking about, and want to quit this post already.
It actually made me think of my actions, me always talking vulgar and all, is that a way of protecting myself? Is that a shell, when inside I'm really scared of being hurt or something stupid like that? So dramatic! I seriously don't know! Like how? How am I suppose to not be afraid, how am I supposed to make that leap of faith? Go die, I seriously dont care.
I was already thinking how I'm gonna spend my later years alone, when everyone has 12 grandchildren in the bloody shower!!
I dont know lah. I'm depressed because my sister dont wanna loan me money, but correct lah, 谈钱伤感情.
Why people lose weight, I gain ah? I dont know. I was so bored that I watched golden melody awards, WTF! i cringed when i typed that. Okay bye!