Things I really really really want but could prolly survive without!
Sunday, April 25, 2010 || 8:43 pm
I am a very greedy person. I wouldnt say that I grew up in a poor family, because I didnt. But there are of course certain things that a girl could want. And my imagination brings me really far. And its really depressing because after listing what I want, I know that I will almost never get them. EMO! Why torture myself? I also dont know!
I want a beagle! Because I link things weirdly. When I was young, (this is not the start of a love song) my brother gave me a Snoopy doll which I brought everywhere. And when I said everywhere, I meant everywhere. He would watch tv with me, go on car rides with me, school maybe once or twice, I was in primary 4, mind you. I LOVE MY SNOOPY! Then guess who came along and threw him away when I wasnt looking? The same person who pulled me under the bed when I was still a baby! WHERE TO FIND ANOTHER SNOOPY DOLL I ASK YOU!? I also don't know. Snoopy doll = beagle dog, so I want beagle. But I won't call it Snoopy since snoopy is like the top 10 names to name your dog! I will call him Parker, if I dont have a son, because I want to call my son Parker. But what if I have a dog 1st, then have a son. Then son, I'll have to call you, Snoopy. -.-! But saying that, dogs arent good for me. I get emotionally attached to doggies. I remember when my puppy died, I cried like what. So I don't know. BUT BEAGLES ARE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll probably get a fish, if pets were an option. WTH.
I want this house around the GC area. But so bloody shit expensive. Even if I stop eating for the rest of my life, I also wont be able to buy it. It has 4 bedrooms and 1 study, 3 bathrooms, has a dock, it's beside the river. Skinny dipping, mmm, but scared got crocs bite my ass.
No secret I want to travel the world. Must be the stupid eat, pray, love book, which made me think that its okay to just say 'stuff it' and quit. But the practical area of the brain tells me that it can only happen to the author. And I can't just say I want to travel for one year, because a) I'm a bit anti social and cant socialise well with people, especially when I see hot, dark haired men with sexy eyes, and b) doubt that I have that amount of money, and the old me would even add c) cannot abstain from celibacy in a sea of hot raunchy men. But the new me, is supportive and is standing on the celibacy team, because sex is just gross. I mean, I can still imagine, say, ZacEfron, I mean, er.. but err..after 1st hand experience of being just a wall apart from sex, I can NEVER look at my housemate straight in the eye ever again! Moving on, there's just SOOOOOO many places to go, and I'm a bit scared that the stupid 2012 will happen so soon, and I won't be able to go to places I want to. I'm also scared that I get knocked up by someone I love whom I imagine is ugly, but I just don't know why I'm head over heels over him, and then, I will never travel ever again, because of the kids. HAIH. So please don't end world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna go Fiji, LA, Japan, UK, Italy, France, South America, Africa!!!
I actually want an Abs king pro! google if you dont know. Malu to elaborate.
I also want infinite gift cards to dymocks or borders. I havent been reading as much as I want to, to feed my imagination, and I feel that it brings shame to MrT.
I also want some speakers to blast my eardrums off. -.-!
I want a meal with ZacEfron, but then I scared I have nothing to talk about. Okay, I dont know whether I still like him or not. Okay, noneed la. Just buy me a meal. Korean, malaysian also can.
What I really really need is time!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, bye.
Edit lil bit,
Dear Qin,
If we happen to be single when we're in our late 30's, I suggest we live together in a hen's pad, and own dogs, together. and also an abskingpro in the corner.