This is the first time in my whole life, self-doubt keeps sprouting up into my mind , it doesn't sprint in for a brief moment, but linger on. I was always able to push negative thoughts away from my mind before, but I'm now doubting whether I've chosen the right path.
I don't think I can see myself doing this not only in a year's time, but what about the future 5 years. If only I had a time machine and can see me now,when I was choosing which path to take. I just don't know.
Sometimes I wish I was brave enough to consider other alternatives, it just didn't cross my mind. I just don't know. Hopefully, one day I will.