You know, in movies right, when this girl faints or something right, the guy carries her to the nearest car or RUNS ALL THE HELL WAY TO THE HOSPITAL EVENTHO THE WHOLE AUDIENCE KNOWS PERFECTLY WELL HE HAS A DAMN SPORTS CAR!!!!??
Well, I WONT BE LIKE THAT!! IM TOO HEAVY!!! :( If the weather gets too hot and I faint and hopefully not because of some hit wood sickness like leukemia or something, all people will do is like carry me into a shopping cart and push me or hell, they'll leave me there!! Even the parameds will be groaning coz I'll be too heavy!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! SIAN!! EVEN MY MUM OF 4 children has a smaller tummy than I!!! I HATE WEIGHT PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& stupid dreams have been pestering me and I've been sweating a river and feeding mosquitoes!