It's been months since you're gone. I really really miss you and you left a special place in my heart. That was the first time i felt that way because you were so very special and noone could replace you. It breaks my heart to see you in pain and at least now you're at a better place. If you were still here I know I'll treat you better. It's been months and I thought I was okay with you not being with me, but i guess I'm wrong. If you've been with me, if you didn't leave me in this lonely place, I'm sure i wouldnt be as miserable as I was. If you were here, at least I have you. I really miss you and no words could really explain how much I miss you. I miss you Barry. I haven't taught you how to sit, fetch. I haven't bought you ice cream. I haven't hugged you which i regret dreadfully.
You're the best puppy i could ever have. I miss you.