wendy is truly my bestest friend for her sheer talent of making me cry.
after her magically making me cry, all the sorrows will go away along with my tears, but now, it's not that simple anymore.
A year without her was agony. and now she's back it made me very dependent on her.
the wall i built so very hardly around me, got smashed into bits and pieces.
i really miss the old me, even kim said she dont know who i am anymore.
i swear man. my tears are the wonderfullest pearls a director would ask for from his actress. they flow down like so very naturally without blinking.
it also shows what a vulnerable person i am.
I miss the old me. ;( the one who was always hyper, laughing at stupid stuff. the one who's not with low self esteem. the one who's happy everyday. the happy person who doesnt need to shield her emotions from everyone.
i hate growing up if all it means is just crying all day long till your pillow case is wet and the tissue box beside you starts to get lighter.