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There was once this girl who was very contented with her life.
She used to be always surrounded by happy, nice, supportive friends.
eventhough she wasn't much, she felt joy and pleasure with them and there was never a problem with her self-esteem.
Her group of friends made her felt like she belonged.
Her friends were her everything and they were the loveliest you could ask for.

and then, fate had to play a part and interfere with their lives.

She had to start on a whole new life without her friends.
They went to different parts of the continent in pursue of their future.
and she was left alone.
The once cheery, cheerful girl had to face the world herself like her friends.
She felt alone, and had a hard time adapting to the environment without them.
The world was cruel and gave her countless obstacles.
She wasnt a tearful person in the past, because her friends had protected her from being harmed.

Her reason for crying in the past was that one of her friends had spoiled her harry potter ending.
and now?
the reasons were infinitely worse than her HP ending spoiler.

Eventhough in the exterior she didnt seem to care much about them, she really did. and she regrets not showing them how much she loved and care for them.
she appreciates their care.
They used to be petty and now they're not.
She was one of the youngest and was one of the most vulnerable among her friends and she misses them dearly.
if only she could turn back time and appreciate them even more.

She's not as happy as she used to be.



wendy, ailiu, beeting, chiaren, lingsiang, hsien wei, engaik, keeshen. i miss the old times.