ever felt like u jst fell in deep shit and there's noone to talk to? ever felt suddenly depressed? ever felt that you're the unluckiest person alive? ever felt like noone loves you? ever felt lonely?
today started off badly when i got up late for chem xtra class and i couldnt skip it because sir said it was v impt.
the badmoodness from last nite lasted till now and now theres no freaking ppl to talk to me
ppl had been kind to me when they found out i felt depressed. there's jiaxiang =) who kinda felt the same way like me n asked if i wanted to talk there's hanluen who pretended nothing happened and kinda companied me there's more ppl im sure but i didnt tell em i was a bit depressed..
wonder when will this stupid freakin emotion will end. = i miss those happy times where i do stupid stuff and laugh at it afterwards i miss the times in chms =[ i miss the stupidity in me i miss oh such freaking much of the past i cant move on n im still d welling with the past
i feel like all the emotion in me got sucked out and like it wont come back again. i feel like drowining in an ocean and not wanting to save myself from drowning . i dont even want to watch football.. darn. holidays sucks for sure =(